top of page

She told herself she was fine.That was the beginning of it.Patricia is not falling apart. Not exactly. She works. She laughs. She shows up when she’s supposed to. She knows how to move through life without drawing too much attention to the parts of herself she would rather not explain. And when things feel heavy, she does what she’s always done—she postpones herself. Therapy is there if she needs it. But she doesn’t need it. Not yet. Not really. At least, that’s what she keeps saying .Until the small choices start adding up. A missed appointment. A night she doesn’t fully remember. A man who notices her in ways she is not used to being seen—and slowly begins to reflect back everything she has been avoiding about herself. Avoiding. Because healing does not begin when life gets louder. It begins when you can no longer outrun the quiet. And once Patricia finally stops moving long enough to look at her life clearly…she realizes something she was never prepared to admit: Nothing in her life has been random .Not even her pain. Not even her choices .Not even her escape. And now the only question left is the one she has avoided her entire life: If you strip away the noise, the distractions, and the versions of yourself you perform for survival…what is actually left of you?

F#ck Your Couch

$7.99Price

    Books by Zelda

    Shop

    Socials

    Be the First to Know

    Pensacola, Florida32504

    booksbyzelda@yahoo.com

    Sign up for our newsletter

    @2026 Books by Zelda Hayes  Publishers. Powered and secured by Wix

    bottom of page